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Glutton For Punishment

You've got me balanced in the palm of your hand So go ahead and rip my heart out just because you can. You've got me hanging by the thinnest string So cut the rope and call this just a fling... This whole thing is completely your style Let me know I'll suffer and let it linger for a while. You cover me in kerosene and wave matches inches from my face Was it this desire to see my suffer that started this in the first place? My heart is gone, the thread is cut, the match is lit When will I decide I've had enough of it? We both know I'll never do that, I'll never set myself free.

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Won't you take my picture?You pour your love like water over everyone you meet but it's more like you getting me to grovel at your feet Not so much love as infatuation Not so much love as desperation
Yeah you need me so bad...so bad You need to be needed...so sad...so sad Like the puppet that I am, dangling from your strings I comply and I need this so-called love and what it brings
I live to be needed...needed by you. I live for something that isn't true I don't even remember what exactly I'm lying for I can't be the one you want any more
I am detached, emotionless and still Won't you take my picture?
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Girl Interrupted
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Two of a KindYou were young with an open mind Unprepared for the world to be unkind
You swore we'd stay just like that forever You swore we'd forget how to say never
Everything was ours for the taking and the future ours for the making
We saw people bitter, recluse, and old We swore we'd never let our hearts go cold
But time just wasn't on our side Looking back now, we didn't know we lied
You got knocked down now and again Before long you forgot the promises we made back then
When I call this shift in your personality to your attention Y Two of a Kind
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Book BurningThe day begins like this never-ending book You sold it with your love and I bought the hook Now I've been flipping through these pages too long This story, this timing, everything is wrong This writing is mediocre at best I'm not interested in reading the rest So that's all and now we are through I never said I'd try to make this easy on you You know I love to see you hurt You never understood all that I was worth I was used and tossed to the side Well here's the end of your free ride So watch as I tear this pathetic book in two I fucking hope that it's breaking you Book Burning
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Ooh, a journal entry!

Fri May 28, 2004, 1:34 PM

I highly doubt that this will ever get any use. It seems that online journals are just such a trend that every community I sign up for offers me one. Just to maintain some sense of continuity, I'll do as I always do with these journals. Here is my one post to tell you that as neat as this little journal is, I'll never use it.

my livejournal

Oh yeah, I am just super cool.

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Current Residence: Jefferson City, MO
Interests: Music
Favourite movie: Ever After/White Oleander/Big Girls Don't Cry/Matchstick Men/Clockwork Orange/Edward Scissorhands+++
Favourite band or musician: Brand New, Bright Eyes, Spitalfield, Staring Back, Matchbook Romance, Letter Kills, MCS, F-Ups +++
Favourite genre of music: I guess emo. I hate the "genre" debate since the lines are all so blurred...
Favourite poet or writer: Honestly, so many come to mind that I just couldn't narrow it down.
Operating System: Windows 2000
MP3 player of choice: Winamp